Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Get Ready with Me and OOTD {1}

Hey Lovelies!

I know I've been slacking majorly these last few weeks, but I brain is working hard to come up with some fun ideas for new posts! I have been taking as many tips as I can from succesful bloggers out there and I noticed that many of them record "Get Ready with Me" videos. So, I decided to record myself  getting ready (weird I know) and share it with all of you!

Thank you for taking the time to watch. I hope you appreciate it.


Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Random Wednesday---Young Love and all that comes with it

I have been thinking about what I should write for probably days now...

P.S.Thank you to everyone who gave me some good tips and inspirational words. It was very much appreciated. I can't tell you how encouraging it is to me, to have people like you all in my life who are willing to take time out of your life to say something to me.

Okay, Okay...back on as all of you know, John and I have been dating for basically the entire time we've been adults...and then some. In other words, I can honestly say that for as long as I have been mature enough to be in a mature relationship, I have been in one. I was 17 (the age my little sister is  now) when John and I started dating. (Crazy to think about now) And let me tell you, we got very serious, very fast. && By that I don't mean we moved in together or that we had sex. In fact, we didn't even kiss until we were dating for about 6  months. (i know. that's crazy nowadays, but it was something I felt very deeply about and I didn't want to kiss him until I felt like I was ready) I mean that we fell for each other very fast. I told him EVERYTHING and he told me everything. & Because of the way my parents were (I can dedicate another blog post to this one entirely), we were unable to see each other very often and that meant we had a lot of time to talk (via email, facebook,  texting, AIM, phone, etc.). We found every opportunity to talk to each other and both of us quickly realized that we would be in eachother's lives for a very long time. From the time I have been 17 years old, I have become closer and closer to my best friend. He is a huge blessing in my life and i couldn't think of being with anyone else. However, with young love, also comes some drawbacks. 

One of the biggest drawbacks, I personally struggle with, is feeling  like you're 30 years old when you are 20 years old. I don't know if this is just a problem with me or if this is something other's can relate to, but TRUST ME, it isn't a good feeling. I'm going to try to explain this in the best way I know how. At this stage in their relationship, 3 years, my parents were married and had 2 children. In other words, I feel like because of our age and our stage in life it is unacceptable to be that serious, granted I don't want to be married with 2 children. I feel like we are very serious and that we know each other very well and that isn't something many young people our age feel. For goodness sakes, if everything goes the way I think it will, I will be with John my whole life, from the age of 17 years old. It's CRAZY.  So it's hard to relate to people my age when I more relate to those who are married or who are getting married soon. My friends are all just now getting into relationships, and here we are..."The Old Married Couple". It's a role I never thought i would play and it's definitely so difficult at times.

Another drawback is that we have slowly come out of the honeymoon stage and are at the point where we are so comfortable with each other that we're almost too much ourselves. haha Again...Old Married Couple status again has been reached. While all my friends are enjoying the new, fresh aroma of love...I am having a comfortable, married feeling. Sometimes I need the spontaneity we used to have and I long for feeling the way I did when we first started dating. It's unrealistic that it would stay that way forever, i know, but again...I'M 20!  

SOOOOO....guess what I did about that? I decided that I was going to make our relationship feel different and spontaneous because you know,  after being with someone for 3+ years, you kinda need a bit of different in your life. So now I try to text happy, positive, reaffirming things to John as much as I can. I have started to cook and bring him and his roommates food, which let me tell you ladies...WORKS WONDERS...I try to plan at least one night a week where we have a date like we used to. And I try to listen and share like we used to when we hadn't even kissed yet. All of those things, although not completely like it used to be, helps both of us to appreciate eachother and to appreciate the position God has put us in. After all, he planned this a long time who am I to question it. Nothing in life is easy...and no matter what age you are, you're always going to feel a little different  than everyone else. Embrace the life you have and try your best to improve it to make  you happy. You'd be surprised how easy it is.

Monday, January 14, 2013

Update on my life: Not that anyone cares...? haha

Okay. I am the worst blogger ever. I need to start updating more often...I think I post maybe every 2 weeks. And honestly, I can say it is because I am a busy college student, but I'd be lying because I find time for everything else I want to do. haha I just lack motivation and inspiration. I know. Why did I even start this blog? Well...I thought I could do it..and that maybe some people out there could relate to my life...and in all honesty, I found that. I find happiness in reading about other people's lives that I can relate to. Call me crazy but I get a little thrill from reading about all of you! And I hope you get a thrill from reading mine..not that it's that great but I still hope there's at least one of you that opens up my blog and is like.."When is she going to post again!!!?!?!" Okay so I said I suck at this because I lack MOTIVATION. So will you all please be my motivation? Can you give me some ideas of what to write on here? Would you be interested in seeing some Bachelor recaps? Rants on my life? Beauty hauls? what??! tell me please please! lol I am in class and probs should pay attention.

peace out girl scouts



Saturday, January 5, 2013

Guest Post Numero Uno ft. Hallie at Life:Oceanside

 Thanks so much for taking the time to get to know me, head on over and introduce yourself so I can get to know you as well:) Life:Oceanside

Thursday, January 3, 2013

My first Tutorial: Full Look!

Hello all you lovely ladies (&& guys...idk haha)! I just spent HOURS making these videos for my full face routine and my loose bouncy curls. I hope you guys enjoy it! Please leave comments! And question! And...critiques! Anything! <3 you all!